numb linkin park meaning - meet me in amsterdam meaning

this isn’t exactly an interpretation for other people, but this is how i view the song myself. double take dhruv meaning . weeaboo meaning i’ve become so numb i can’t feel myself there i feel so under the pressure to do better, that i just don’t i feel faithless due to whatever has started to take over me all i want to do is be myself and not feel like i am faking everything